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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
things that piss me off are as listed below.
some might be left out.
-not keeping your word
-breaking a promise
-being a hypocrite.
example: telling somebody you really care about them and then prove that you just DON'T.
-saying things you don't mean
-pretending to be someone you're not
-playing with people's feelings
-wasting people's time.
im sure there's more.
but that's plenty for now.
go figure.
-signing off-
Posted at 11/10/2009 1:10:46 pm by peanut716
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
okay, so recently i've been wondering why everyone's attitude towards school has changed..
you know like how in primary and kindy, we used to be rearing to go to school and had to practically be hauled out to go home?
yea. well, at least i was one of those kids. :D
whereas now..
your parents have to chuck a grenade into your room just to wake you
and then proceed to buy the heaviest and most complicated chain and padlock they can find
*complicated cuz kids nowadays are super SMART and resourceful.*
just to keep you in school.
strange how times change in such extreme ways xD
anyway, so that got me thinking..
WHY ARE WE SUCH RELUCTANT STUDENTS?
here's what i came up with :)
One.
we are stuck in school the WHOLE DAY.
whereas primary and kindy kids get to return to their sanctuaries by noon.
*and for ppl who don't think their homes are sanctuaries and more like hell, well, at least you used to be free by noon.*
Two.
overflow of tuitions.
i remember having to drag my sorry self to school every single day
-just to return home after a long day, shower, choke down food,
and rush off to some godforsaken tuition.
Three.
food.
school canteens suck. no exceptions.
'nuff said.
Four.
weight.
kay, i don't know how many people actually know this,
but boredom causes people to eat more. -.-"
guess it's some kinda subconscious move to try and snap yourself out of your braindead mode.
but anyway, ALL teenagers do NOT want to look like beached whales. period.
so theory 3 and 4 combined,
results in fat and lazy students.
im not insulting schools or anything, but think about it.
ANY SANE HUMAN WOULD NOT WANT TO BE STUCK ON A CHAIR FOR OVER 9HOURS.
and anyone would automatically be bored. even if u had the best teachers in the whole wide world teaching every class.
okay..strange thoughts aside...
i'm thinking of making videos. :)
i guess cuz it's more fun to watch and that way i don't have to try and think and phrase all my overlapping thoughts that tend to crash into one another because i usually wind up stuck on some interesting topic and some subtopic will surface and i end up trying to make a point of both and confusing everyone else instead.
*phew. what a mouthful.*
oh, and has anyone else besides me
wondered why games like DinerDash and Bejeweled are SO DAMNED ADDICTIVE? o.O
it's something based on such a simple concept
and yet i've seen even adults whacking away at it for hours. xD
oh!!
and not to forget Chuzzles
gotta love those furry buggers :D
-sorry to break the sudden mood
but SPM is looming 
*omg, that is such an inappropriate facial expression*
but i dunno...i feel so calm -.-"
can't help myself. it's so weird and surreal.
oh -and SPM has got me thinking as well..
you know how ppl always tell you to study smart not hard?
*no? just me? xD well okay..*
well anyway,
it got me thinking... again.
that at this point in time,
there are two types of people.
people who are studying hard and going into overdrive;
and people who have stopped, taken a look around and started thinking
"hey, i don't wanna be like them. they're killing themselves when they don't even have a secured prize at the end."
i don't mean lazy or hopeless people.
but i think it's just a rare group of us.
*US, because i think like that.*
i'm watching everyone crash and burn..
and instead of rushing to swallow my books,
i'm thinking hard how to study smart and make every murdered brain cell worth it. 
maybe you guys should start thinking the same :)
hope i was of some help here.
note: killing yourself for something (anything!!) is pointless unless you have a perfectly good reason to believe that it will benefit you.
Cheerio darlings :)
Posted at 11/5/2009 3:50:21 pm by peanut716
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Posted at 10/29/2009 11:40:01 pm by peanut716
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
hello everyone
sorry it's been awhile..
missed me? :D
soo..anyway, bearbear's back :DDD
*hearts*
and i've fallen in love with "Replay" by Sean Kingston *lovesss*
it's so sweet and cute
-oh, and u've gotta go hear the one on youtube that's sung by Alvin and the Chipmunks!! uber cuteness so anyway...
weather's been weird here
*uh-oh, you know we're doomed when i start talking about the weather*
but no, seriously, there was like one week of rain every single bloody evening
then one more week of rain, except it changed schedule and switched to every single morning.
what a way to screw up everyone's day.
and so, as all things seem to do nowadays,
the odd PMS-y weather triggered speculation about the end of the world.
you know..
Hari Khiamat/Armageddon/Ragnarok/etc etc..
there was some news about an ancient calender made by the Mayan race that ends abruptly on the 21st December 2012
considering the fact that we're dealing with an ancient race, you've gotta admit that they do have the upper hand on credibility. :P
it was made by an ancient race thousands of years ago and they stopped on that particular date for no reason..
so...feel free to pray everybody. :)
anyway, somebody picked up on this good business opportunity and decided to turn it into a movie.
showing this December apparently.
meanwhile, why not live life to it's fullest? :)
live like there's no tomorrow..
you know the rest, laugh, cry, play, drink booze, get stoned, and most of all, get baptised or something.
WHILE YOU STILL CAN. xD
or...i suppose you could always live your life the opposite way.
since you now KNOW that you're gonna die (or believe so)
then pull all the craziest stunts you can think of :D
that way, you wont regret no doing those stupid things you've always wanted to do deep down. :)
okayy...less joking around now
just watched 2 videos on the coming of 2012.
apparently global warming aint our fault.
it's due to the Sun shifting.
in Aztec cultures, they didn't count by calender,
they counted by ages.
Our current age is the 5th age.
it is said they count in ages, because at the end of every age,
a new earth is formed.
to top it off, the Mayans have dubbed 21 December 2012 as the dark rift.
better known as The Road To The Underworld.
*i shit you not. that was what the Mayans called it.*
jeez.
imagine us pathetic creatures who have yet to reach 20years old.
we spent our entire lives studying...
to get a certificate..
to get a job..
but fate decides that our lives end at the studying phase.
SO PATHETIC.
at least you oldies out there have LIVED.
or at least, had the chance to do so.
who cares about your back ache now huh?
we're the actual victims of this bloody phenomenon.
oh, i forgot to drop the cherry on top.
they predicted the Sun is moving to a new galaxy which has been preparing itself for the past few millions of years.
so our planet is gonna casually explode when the Sun comes too close to us.
brilliant really.
we die with or without the sun.
just bloody brilliant.
on a lighter note,
study leave is coming up soon!! :D
so we only have to attend classes in the morning.
we get afternoons off!
*which should be the normal way, but ahh, wtv.*
exams are hitting everyone like the inevitable tidal wave it is. *beams*
so good luck to everyone!
Ciao ;)
Posted at 10/21/2009 9:39:05 pm by peanut716
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Monday, October 05, 2009
when u want something and it comes true..
shouldn't there be this elated feeling that fills you up like a balloon?
...well, i've just gotten what i thought i wanted all this while
..xept i don't feel anything.
what happened to the feeling of accomplishment?
of gaining something? =/
hmm..must be recent events i suppose.
but my point is that maybe the little events wouldn't have made such an impact if he had bothered asking and finding out about them.
which, in this case, he doesn't even have a clue.
yet, anyway.
met an old best friend during Mooncake Festival by the funny way of being in the right place at the right time..
and it just made me realize how much i missed our friendship.
we were so bloody close that it would have taken more than a chainsaw to break us apart. -.-"
and now..a thin piece of paper would probably be enough to stop any attempts at conversation.
seeing somebody from my past again..
it made me look back on the past years.
have i really become what i want?
am i even who i am anymore?
my current friends kinda despise stuff like chinese songs and things they label "ah bengs/ah lians"..
*which, i don't mind..to each his own right?*
but realizing the mere fact that if i hadn't been pestering my dad for the whole night and just because we happened to be passing by friendship park, and i was dying to go...
i wouldn't have gone.
i already felt something missing because i didn't spend a proper Mooncake Festival with lanterns and mooncakes with family..
instead, we attended my dad's colleague's BBQ
*which was nice*
..but not the point.
i didn't even touch a single slice of mooncake or drink a sip of tea this festival.
that, to me, is kinda like when it's your birthday and instead of being with your own friends and celebrating,
you end up going to somebody else's house and have no birthday cake. -.-"
i mean, my past friends would definitely have gone with me to friendship park.
we would've had tons of fun and lit countless of lanterns and hung them everywhere and joked around...
whereas my current ones...
they avoided fspark like plague cuz they predicted for that night, the place was gonna be filled with "ah bengs/ah lians"
i was the only one who was still drawn to friendship park for some unexplainable reason.
guess i needed to remind myself who i really am.
after all, those ppl branded "ah bengs/ah lians" are the exact same ones i grew up with, learnt to accept,
and still remain people i want to hang out with.
i dunno...
i feel so torn.
given the chance, i would've happily joined any random group of happy people that night at the park.
seeing as they were all having a blast..
whereas i could only walk twice through the park...
accompanied by a whining sister..
and could only act as a passer-by watching others have the time of their lives.
those people would have those memories forever
i, however, will only remember watching them and wondering if my dad had chosen the right path when he forced my very-sorry-ass into Lodge, and also thinking back on what i've been doing since i got stuck in Lodge and regretted not only one of the many choices i've made.
i had wanted to go to CMS No.1 where my BFF was heading x3
no such luck though.
daddy pays, so daddy's word goes.
at this point, i don't know what i want.
but the only thing i know i want now, is to be back with my old best friend and have things back to normal.
at least then, i'll have somebody i know i can rely on to not expect anything more or less than what he already knows i am.
don't know if you've missed me..
but i miss having you around.
when i told some parts of what hpnd to my current close friend, she said i was crazy to say those things i said in those messages..
but i don't regret doing so and i just wished you could show more of a reaction..
if i hadn't needed u to know so badly, i wouldn't have said it.
alright?
but anyway..don't get me wrong..
i do love the friends i have today, despite how they can be sometimes.
it's just that i needed to let off some steam to somebody,
and then realizing i didn't have the guts to say it to anyone,
decided to spill it out here.
hope i haven't bored you to death yet.. x3
Goodnight everyone~
Posted at 10/5/2009 10:38:42 pm by peanut716
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