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i love how cocktails always look so damn good.

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too much makeup of any kind is a crime.

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if you can't be sincere, don't come walking my way.

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i love psycho bunny icons. ;)

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sometimes i realize i have many secrets that aren't mine to keep.

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either that or you just can't handle me.

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dogs over cats anytime. cats are mean.

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i love puppies. always have and always will. :D

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okay..so i have a soft spot for kittens.

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i've always wanted to find out what snow feels like.



but autumn stays my fav season. =9

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starbucks + me = 100% hyper. can't say i didn't warn you ;)

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you've gotta love chocolate :)

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i need the beach like you need water to survive.


...so i happen to be a pisces.


just another person who's fallen victim to Edward.
i heart the Twilight series.






i love orcas.
especially Keiko. =3


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Teddybears are cute.
but i only like the ones with soft fur.


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i love the sunset.
i don't care what that implies about me psychologically.
because to me, the sunset doesn't signify an ending.
it's when the stars start to come out to play. :)




wolves interest me.
fast. resilient. silent. deadly.
one heck of a combination.




i wanna ride along the countryside recklessly. :)
without someone else calling the shots.



Red is sexy.
and so is bellydancing. *lovess*


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somehow, it's still my fav four-letter word. :)



The rules i play by.
If i can't have it all, then i don't want any of it. ~Me

If you're going to do something you're not supposed to, at least do it properly. ~Me

i'd rather sleep my whole life away than have you keep me from dreaming. ~Sara Bareilles

Love is when you give someone your heart and know they won't break it.

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Sunday, November 29, 2009
SPM stress?

yeah...

okay kids, here's the deal.

SPM and all the stress shiz?

yea. it ain't gonna happen.
*unless you're a sad science sider*

the tidal wave of panic we expected never came. =.="

well, maybe we felt about 110% of it during sejarah.

but after that paper?

pfft. you feel so freakin liberated after that xD

even had some friends proposing that we hit damai already xP

anyway, been wandering around (listlessly on most days)

spending time with friends and then some.

oh, and fish darling got her braces off!! :D
*celebratory cheer*

haha, now she can go hook them guys she keeps talking about in Miri.
*yea, not much of a whoop after i put it like that =X *

meanwhile, got my student visa for Melb all done.

Bea is gonna be my roomie!! :D

okay, we're actually worrying more than celebrating.

cuz you know how tension builds up when 2 ppl stay together too long...

o.O oh the horror.

to cut it short,
we're both worried one of us is gonna end up murdering the other. :P

let's just hope that won't happen shall we? :)
*or keep fingers crossed that i'll win ;) haha, kidding*

went out with J and Ivan tonight..

apparently i didn't know i was cutting in on their quality time.

and that i "apparently" have a tendency to ruin their plans

oh, but all that said, ivan has no problems with me.
*shrugs*

makes ppl wonder why J isn't considering changing his girlfriend to Ivan.


oh, and Drey and Bea!!
we shall hit Sisha some time soon.

girl's night out!!

can bring Liang though-
and leo,and imran-

okayyyy...long list.

well, we can bring all the ppl willing to go PARTAY :D
*nods happily*

ooooh!! and get Cher and Fish!!

mustn't ditch em -.-"
that'd be like so uinspeakably mean.

so, the lesson today kids,
is:

ONE, SPM is a myth. :)
*but that does not mean you don't have to study for it.*

TWO, NEVER hang out with somebody that you don't wanna be around.

it's like dangling them on a string, making them wonder why they're even there...and then BOOM. it hits them.
they aren't welcome there.

on a lighter note,

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE
Smile

Posted at 11/29/2009 12:33:49 am by peanut716
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
temper temper.

things that piss me off are as listed below.
some might be left out.

-not keeping your word

-breaking a promise

-being a hypocrite.
example: telling somebody you really care about them and then prove that you just DON'T.

-saying things you don't mean

-pretending to be someone you're not

-playing with people's feelings

-wasting people's time.

im sure there's more.

but that's plenty for now.

go figure.

-signing off-

Posted at 11/10/2009 1:10:46 pm by peanut716
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
thoughts..

okay, so recently i've been wondering why everyone's attitude towards school has changed..

you know like how in primary and kindy, we used to be rearing to go to school and had to practically be hauled out to go home?

yea. well, at least i was one of those kids. :D

whereas now..
your parents have to chuck a grenade into your room just to wake you
and then proceed to buy the heaviest and most complicated chain and padlock they can find
*complicated cuz kids nowadays are super SMART and resourceful.*
just to keep you in school.

strange how times change in such extreme ways xD

anyway, so that got me thinking..

WHY ARE WE SUCH RELUCTANT STUDENTS?


here's what i came up with :)

One.
we are stuck in school the WHOLE DAY.
whereas primary and kindy kids get to return to their sanctuaries by noon.
*and for ppl who don't think their homes are sanctuaries and more like hell, well, at least you used to be free by noon.*

Two.
overflow of tuitions.
i remember having to drag my sorry self to school every single day
-just to return home after a long day, shower, choke down food,
and rush off to some godforsaken tuition.

Three.
food.
school canteens suck. no exceptions.
'nuff said.

Four.
weight.
kay, i don't know how many people actually know this,
but boredom causes people to eat more. -.-"
guess it's some kinda subconscious move to try and snap yourself out of your braindead mode.
but anyway, ALL teenagers do NOT want to look like beached whales. period.

so theory 3 and 4 combined,
results in fat and lazy students.

im not insulting schools or anything, but think about it.



ANY SANE HUMAN WOULD NOT WANT TO BE STUCK ON A CHAIR FOR OVER 9HOURS.
and anyone would automatically be bored. even if u had the best teachers in the whole wide world teaching every class.



okay..strange thoughts aside...

i'm thinking of making videos. :)

i guess cuz it's more fun to watch and that way i don't have to try and think and phrase all my overlapping thoughts that tend to crash into one another because i usually wind up stuck on some interesting topic and some subtopic will surface and i end up trying to make a point of both and confusing everyone else instead.
*phew. what a mouthful.*

oh, and has anyone else besides me
wondered why games like DinerDash and Bejeweled are SO DAMNED ADDICTIVE? o.O
it's something based on such a simple concept
and yet i've seen even adults whacking away at it for hours. xD

oh!!
and not to forget Chuzzles
gotta love those furry buggers :D

-sorry to break the sudden mood

but SPM is looming
Big Smile
*omg, that is such an inappropriate facial expression*

but i dunno...i feel so calm -.-"
can't help myself. it's so weird and surreal.

oh -and SPM has got me thinking as well..

you know how ppl always tell you to study smart not hard?
*no? just me? xD well okay..*

well anyway,
it got me thinking...
again.



that at this point in time,
there are two types of people.

people who are studying hard and going into overdrive;
and people who have stopped, taken a look around and started thinking
"hey, i don't wanna be like them. they're killing themselves when they don't even have a secured prize at the end."

i don't mean lazy or hopeless people.

but i think it's just a rare group of us.
*US, because i think like that.*

i'm watching everyone crash and burn..
and instead of rushing to swallow my books,
i'm thinking hard how to study smart and make every murdered brain cell worth it.
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maybe you guys should start thinking the same :)

hope i was of some help here.

note: killing yourself for something
(anything!!) is pointless unless you have a perfectly good reason to believe that it will benefit you.

Cheerio darlings :)

Posted at 11/5/2009 3:50:21 pm by peanut716
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
pain.

one of the most debated questions in the world would be..

what hurts more?



knowing you want somebody when they obviously don't want you back?



making somebody your entire world...just to realize you're not their everything?


having a terminal illness that can't be cured?

losing a limb?

losing a loved one?



turning blind?



so i'm guessing the question, in summary, would be:

does mental or physical pain hurt more?



a broken heart compared to a broken arm?



sorry, but i'd have to say a broken heart. (a.k.a. mental)

a broken arm hurts like hell, no doubt.

but given the right care and medication,
it'll patch right up.

a shattered heart?



yea, i'd like to see someone invent a cure for that.
*which would most likely be bullshit anyway.*

but i guess the question has always been and always will, remain a personal one.

so take your pick..
which is worse..-mental or physical pain?

Posted at 10/29/2009 11:40:01 pm by peanut716
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
been long!!

hello everyone Smile

sorry it's been awhile..
missed me? :D

soo..anyway, bearbear's back :DDD
*hearts*

and i've fallen in love with "Replay" by Sean Kingston *lovesss*

it's so sweet and cute
-oh, and u've gotta go hear the one on youtube that's sung by Alvin and the Chipmunks!! uber cuteness
Big Smile

so anyway...
weather's been weird here
*uh-oh, you know we're doomed when i start talking about the weather*


but no, seriously, there was like one week of rain every single bloody evening

then one more week of rain, except it changed schedule and switched to every single morning.

what a way to screw up everyone's day.

and so, as all things seem to do nowadays,
the odd PMS-y weather triggered speculation about the end of the world.

you know..
Hari Khiamat/Armageddon/Ragnarok/etc etc..

there was some news about an ancient calender made by the Mayan race that ends abruptly on the 21st December 2012

considering the fact that we're dealing with an ancient race, you've gotta admit that they do have the upper hand on credibility. :P
it was made by an ancient race thousands of years ago and they stopped on that particular date for no reason..

so...feel free to pray everybody. :)

anyway, somebody picked up on this good business opportunity and decided to turn it into a movie.
showing this December apparently.

meanwhile, why not live life to it's fullest? :)

live like there's no tomorrow..

you know the rest, laugh, cry, play, drink booze, get stoned, and most of all, get baptised or something.
WHILE YOU STILL CAN. xD

or...i suppose you could always live your life the opposite way.

since you now KNOW that you're gonna die (or believe so)
then pull all the craziest stunts you can think of :D

that way, you wont regret no doing those stupid things you've always wanted to do deep down. :)

okayy...less joking around now
just watched 2 videos on the coming of 2012.

apparently global warming aint our fault.
it's due to the Sun shifting.

in Aztec cultures, they didn't count by calender,
they counted by ages.
Our current age is the 5th age.

it is said they count in ages, because at the end of every age,
a new earth is formed.

to top it off, the Mayans have dubbed 21 December 2012 as the dark rift.
better known as The Road To The Underworld.
*i shit you not. that was what the Mayans called it.*


jeez.
imagine us pathetic creatures who have yet to reach 20years old.

we spent our entire lives studying...
to get a certificate..
to get a job..
but fate decides that our lives end at the studying phase.
SO PATHETIC.

at least you oldies out there have LIVED.
or at least, had the chance to do so.

who cares about your back ache now huh?

we're the actual victims of this bloody phenomenon.

oh, i forgot to drop the cherry on top.

they predicted the Sun is moving to a new galaxy which has been preparing itself for the past few millions of years.

so our planet is gonna casually explode when the Sun comes too close to us.
brilliant really.

we die with or without the sun.

just bloody brilliant.

on a lighter note,
study leave is coming up soon!! :D

so we only have to attend classes in the morning.
we get afternoons off!
*which should be the normal way, but ahh, wtv.*

exams are hitting everyone like the inevitable tidal wave it is. *beams*

so good luck to everyone!
Big Smile

Ciao ;)

Posted at 10/21/2009 9:39:05 pm by peanut716
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